Kal raat meri khidaki per chaand aaya tha

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Kal raat meri khidaki per chaand aaya tha
Hawao.n ko sang le kuch sunane sunaane aaya tha

Kehta tha:
Mein roshani hu
Ya ek khaab hu……..?
Mehboob ki perchaayee hu
Milan hu, ya tanhayee hu…….?
Kahaniyo.n ki baat hu..
Ya loriyo.n ka raag hu…….?

Aankho.n ki chamak hu
kabhi…aansuo.n k saath hu.
Me premiyo.n ki gavaahi banaa,
Kabhi…..shikayato.n ki raat hu…….

Aunginat diyo k saath bhi jalaa
Kahi.n……jalati chita k saath hu…..
Bhookh se bilbilaati aankho ki takk-takee
kahi.n maa k liye tadpate bacche ki fariyaad hu…..
suhaagan se bani vidhwa ki ashubh raat bana……
kahi.n nai dulhan ki baraat hu……

me ek chandramaa bhar nahi ‘neha’
her dil o ehsaas me shaamil hu
her ek dil ki koi khaas baat hu………………………………………….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

usaki baato ne mujhe bhi yaad dilaya tha,…..
kai baar,jaane aunjaane meine bhi use raz e dil ka saathi banaya tha….
Ab baari meri thi,…meine bhi use fir hal e dil sunaaya tha----


Kashm-kash me mein bhi hu
Mein ..neha, ek prem hu
Aur kabhi unkahi baat hu
Kabhi maa ka aanchal
Kabhi rishto ka bandhan
Kabhi zindagi ka halaat hu


Mein himmat hu, aatmavishwaas bhi
Khud hi mein sampurna hu ,
Per rishto ki aas bhi……….
Khud se puchati anginat sawaal mein
Khud se chipati hu,apni talaash bhi

E chaand tu hi bataa kya mein karu…….??
Dil ki maanu ya mile jakhm ginu..??
Mein her baar luti si surat le ker,
Uski kadmo ki dhool chunu.,?
Ya ta-umra tanha reh ker
sukoon se oosulo.n pe chalu…..?


goom thi mein aur chaand bhi tha udaas
na mila mujhe hi aur na use koi javaab
dono aur hi kartvaya tha badaa
dil k armaano ko fir ek baar kuchalana pada
mein bhi aur vo bhi fir milne ka vada ker k
khidaki se keh diye-alvidaa,alvidaa………….!!!!