..My entire body is shaking

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..My entire body is shaking
From the fear and anticipation
I've messed everything up
And I just can't seem to take it
So I make a slice just for you
Right across the vein
I watch the blood trinkle down my arm
And feel the slow release of pain
Adrenaline pumps throughout my body
Like tiny warning signs
I make another cut
And wipe a tear from my eye
Still shaking I begin to fade
In and out of unconsciousness once again
I feel the world floating away
And the fun now begins
It all starts now
Like an all time high
Another one won't hurt
That's not enough to die
It's like and addiction
That I can't seem to control
So I quit holding back
And let all the blood flow........